The truth of the matter..

"When one door closes another opens, 
but we often look so long and so regretfully
 upon the closed door that we do not see
 the one that has opened."
--Alexander Graham Bell

For those of you who don't know already, I'm going through a huge life change.. The things I thought were going to last forever only lasted a very small amount of time because some people just do not have the discipline to keep their integrity.. or keep promises to the people they give their life to (or maybe it was all a lie). If I can offer any advice to you its that fools rush in, and DON'T be a fool.. Alexander Graham Bell's above quote is so relevant to my life right now, and I am trying so hard to turn my eyes, head, body, and heart towards the open door, but betrayal is a hard pill to swallow and I am searching for my inner strength every minute of every day to not dwell on the question "why" and also not dwell on a broken heart. Well.. I'm going to the big D and don't mean Dallas.. I know that I will look back and realize that this horrible time in my life has only assisted me in blossoming even more beautifully than before.  Soon I will be blogging from a breath taking secluded island in the french polynesia or maybe off the coast of Italy or Australia..telling you all that I am thankful for all the heartbreak and betrayal because I am much stronger, and blah blah blah.. until then.. I am open to advice and sharing battle scars.. Tomorrow is a new day and I will embrace it as such. As soon as my feet hit the floor out of bed I will promise myself to have a good day.. all the while I know I'll be fighting to keep him and what he did out of my head. Ugh. I CAN DO THIS.. I WILL BE OKAY. I AM OKAY. THIS TOO SHALL PASS...



1 comment:

  1. I am so sorry that you're going through this tough time in your life Nicole and I really don't have anything really deep to share and I don't want to sprit some cliche to fill line space. All I will say is something that my grandma told me one when I was going through she said that she knew I would get through it and that I always come out smelling like a rose. I always think about that when I'm going through a tough spot "come out smelling like a rose".
    Best wishes.
    -Su

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